No number...this dosent count as a post

Barney: Moist
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So Eugene had a epiphany.
Every morning, I wake up to this person on my mind. I suppose, perhaps, I fall asleep thinking about this person, but it's weird because when I think about this person, I don't feel any lighter or any different for that matter.
Yet, it was a recent post did I realize...now and before...while I was getting a cookie to eat:
1. Why am I blogging this for everyone to see?
2. I could be watching TV...or studying for my exam 2mr (I was forced to blog)
3. Maybe I like this person...or perhaps I want something more from them.

The fact is that, I'm not sure if they like me back. They say those 3 words, but do they mean it...or is it just everyday common language to them which means absolutely nothing or/and no substance to them. I haven't known this person for long, but, we get along.
Maybe this person is someone who I'm comfortable with. Someone who I can consider closer than anyone else? I'm annoyed that we don't talk more )=

Perhaps, I don't like this person, but instead, ranting about how this person should look after themselves more, prioritize, study harder, make less stupid decisions, achieve dreams and goals.
....or maybe how I'm jealous. Ask me about that one (yes YOU, I know your reading this - hint...what comes after: 10..)

But what scares me the most is that, or so this person tells me, once someone likes them, they lose interest. So will they or won't they now, since they know it.
I don't think your fat contrary to what I say all the time. =]
You are smart, adorable and we can talk eye to eye.
Perhaps, as a footnote, I can see myself, for the first time, watching a movie , with you...amongst all other sorts...ask me about that one too.
If you are that stupid and don't know who you are...1 final clue: Cat Milk.

Maybe it will become clearer in due time....
Study hard.

I love you.